Dreaming

I tried so hard to forget you
I hope that my feelings towards you
In my heart towards you

The dream just for us
That never everyone see
But
You weren't there
Where are you?
Did I take a wrong road towards you?
I forgot?
Or I jumped into a loop
That never ends

I'm trying to be a someone new
Someone new for you
Try to erased myself and became yours
I love you so badly
I lied myself to hate you
But I can't
I'm so sick of this
I don't know why

Akasuna
190518
2237hrs

An apologize letter to a soul

Sorry
If I make you  fall sick
If I make you even worst
If I make you feel uneasy

I'm tired of wasting my time
Tired of being useless person
Tired to be a boring person
Tired to be broke man

Well
You should think wisely
We are not that close anymore
We must move
And take a step ahead
Many obstacles are to come

So
Just treat me as your friend
Not your love
Anymore
Sincerely
We are friends
From now and forever
Unfortunately
I am not into you anymore

Akasuna
2100hrs
060318

Kaya

Bahagia tak diukur melalui kekayaan
Bahagia bukan diukur dengan kereta
Bahagia tidak memerlukan rumah besar

Rumah yang besar
Kekayaan melimpah
Kereta besar
Projek bersepah
Berbilion juta berbelanja
Namun tidak mencapai bahagia

Akhlak yang baik
Peribadi mulia
Lebih baik daripada dunia
Kekayaan tidak ke mana
Kalau akhlak tiada sesama manusia

Jaga hati manusia
Jaga hati semua insan
Semua manusia ada hati
Bukan kau sahaja manusia berhati

Jangan jadi manusia
Kaya tapi tiada guna
Mungkin manusia sanjung kau tinggi
Di depan allah siapa yang rugi?
Kalau kau tidak menjaga hati
Orang yang disakiti
Nanti kau jawab depan ilahi

Akasuna
1000hrs
140118